gap..

restless at night.. hmm woke up to c the darkness and a glass of water.. took a sip and adjusted pillow and laid again with eyes still open.. thinking whats that I am thinking about.. started a chain of thought whom I met in morning then what did in lunch time and then struggled to crack few deals.. shook head n switched on the night lamp.. got up and sat on bed side with legs down.. looked upto the ceiling and took a deep sigh.. rubbed eyes and opened the door of a balcony and looked the shimmering lite coming from the long lamp post. Cool breez made feel fresh and a thought came in a mind call a oldie friend.. don't have number.. surfed the damn phone .. got into messages..started reading them all.. deleted few and now the breez got chilled.. came in again to the bed side chair and sat..looked at the posters on wall and pictures on table. Got a thought of your love for a second but realized she is gone.. took a deep breath and started the laptop.. waited to get the login screen ..entered password and opened Facebook.. checked few msges and closed. stared at the screen till the screensaver shook me up.. gone bad to the bed and closed eyes and tried to sleep.. kept on thinking god knows what and slept.. woke up early in morning and again the same crowded life.. giving new set of thoughts daily for the time u spend alone in deep dark silence...